I have been bad

Last year, I took on a part time job to help with medical bills. The problem was, the parttime job was 20 to 35 hours more a week. I was already putting in over 40 hours at my full time job. Knitting, I took along with me to do at breaks and lunch. On Jan. 8, 2009 this year, My full time job of (one month short) of 19 years laid me off. I was in shock. I felt betrayed. How many people had I trained? How many days did I take manuals home to study because we had no trainers? How many Saturdays and Sundays did I give up for this job? After almost 4 months, I can say I am really much happier now. I still have the part time job, and my stress level has gone down so much. I was taking up to 6 to8 pain pills a day and I have taken only 2 to 3 in the past 4 months. I have been knitting up a storm. And even cleaning my craftroom. But the reason I have been bad....no time to blog. Will get some more pic posted soon.